This trip to Costa Rica is my first time out of the United States. Since I had never left the country before now, I can only compare Costa Rica to what I know from back home. The heat and humidity is like the weather in Florida, the hiking trails are like the ones in Brown County I walk with my mom, and our rooms remind me of the ones I stayed in as a camp counselor in Indiana. When I first got here, I was surprised at how much I felt like I never left the country. I knew that other countries aren’t as different from us as we think, but I thought the vibes would just be different somehow and I’d feel like I was in a new place. I didn’t feel like that until seeing the animals in La Selva. I’ll see a bug while walking to the dining hall and expect it to be something familiar like a June bug, but it’ll be something I’ve never seen before. It’s strange and a little scary to be in a place with a whole new set of wildlife, but it’s really cool to see animals that I had heard of as a kid that I’d never thought I’d see outside of a zoo. I had always wanted to see a red eyed tree frog, and we got to see multiple on our night hike. I feel like a mom taking horrible pictures of everything I see. Only the photos people send to me aren’t extremely blurry, so I will say this once: don’t judge me for my photo quality I’m living in the moment.
Unfortunately, I got sick on my fourth day here. Even though I was too sick to get up for anything other than water and to use the bathroom, I still saw some interesting bugs, like a caterpillar that looked like it had moss on it. Living in the middle of the rainforest means that you’ll never be separate from the wildlife which can be cool when there isn’t a bullet ant running around on your clothes. Most of the time the bugs don’t really bother me, but only if I think they’re cute. I’m fine with showering with a katydid in the bathroom if it doesn’t move too much, but I still can’t sleep without headphones on because I’m scared a spider will crawl into my ear. I think it’s easier for me to appreciate the insects and what they do for the environment more since I’ve been here. If I saw a creepy bug at home I’d probably kill it, but now I understand that they are very important to the environment and are dying out quickly, so I’ve left them alone.
At first, I was really scared of all the new animals here. We saw a puma in the first hour of us being here, and that made me worry about the dangerous things in the forest. I thought that seeing things like venomous snakes and big cats were rare, but we saw those before seeing common animals, so I thought everything was out to get me. Our tour guides helped me get over that a little bit. Our guide on the night hike told us stories about when he would go out into the forest by himself when he was a kid, and if a kid can survive out in the woods, I know I’ll be fine. I still get creeped out walking back to the river station at night or when there’s a loud noise somewhere, but I feel more comfortable out here than I used to.
The people I have met on this trip have also made it a lot more fun. It’s easier to adjust to a new place when there’s other people you can make jokes about it with. The days go by quickly when you spend them with people that are easy to talk to and have fun with. It’s been fun playing cards and eating together in La Selva, but I’m really excited to get out and go to the towns with them and do less school stuff. Everyone was also so kind and helpful when I was sick. My roommates brought me food from the dining halls when I wasn’t feeling well, and I always appreciated it, even if I wasn’t always able to eat it. Professor Libby also brought me Gatorade which freaked me out at first because when he knocked on my door, I thought he was my roommate, so I opened the door while wearing a sports bra and looking like a mess and got surprised with one of my professors. Also, people would ask how I was feeling when they saw me which was nice. It sucked to be sick, but I definitely got better quicker because of everyone helping me.
The staff at La Selva are great as well. I thought it would be harder to talk to them, but even if someone only speaks Spanish they tend to know what I mean. Playing soccer with some of them on one of the first days was a lot of fun. I rarely ever play soccer so I wasn’t much help, but it was fun to run around and watch everyone play. The people from here were really good, and this one guy in a red shirt carried our team. Sometimes they would try and tell me where to go on the field, but I didn’t know enough about soccer to understand them. I also try to talk a little bit to the people in the dining hall, but I was asking them “cómo estás” which apparently is rude here because they only use usted, so sorry to them for accidentally being disrespectful. I’m glad I learned that before we left. It’s fun to look at wrappers and things and have all the words be in Spanish. Hopefully I get better at speaking it while I’m here, but right now I’m just realizing how much I don’t know. It doesn’t matter much since most people here speak English, but I would like to try and speak their language more while I’m here.
It’s crazy to me that we’ve been in La Selva for almost a week. The days have gone by so fast that it’s hard to remember them as anything other than a random blob of time. I’ll miss it when we leave because it’s very beautiful and I’ve never experienced a place like this, but I’m excited to see more of Costa Rica.